HONESTY

TODAY I'M NOT CONVINCED THAT HONESTY IS ALWAYS THE BEST POLICY
I FEEL LIKE WHEN I SPEAK WORDS OF TRUTH I AM DESTINED TO FAIL
I WONDER IF I WOULD JUST WALK AWAY IN A STRONG SILENCE THAT ALL THE WORLD WOULD FADE INTO A DARK ABYSS
SO WITH THAT SAID I WILL REVERT BACK TO WHAT I BELIEVE WHICH IS......

I KNOW NO TRUTH, I ONLY KNOW WHAT I KNOW

MY HEART BEATS SLOWLY WITH HURT FROM LOSS AND SEPERATION
WITH EVERY RISE AND FALL OF MY CHEST THE PRESSURE INCREASES
I HAVE LOVED AND BEEN LOVED AND SO QUICKLY IT CEASES

IF I GAVE IT MY ALL, CAN I GIVE IT AGAIN?

I NOW HAVE A MACHINE THAT KEEPS MY HEART BEATING
THE PRESSURE WAS TO STRONG FOR MY FLESHLY BEING
I HAVE LOVED AND BEEN LOVED BUT SO QUICKLY IT CEASES

I WONDER IF I HAD A DO-OVER IF I WOULD STILL ACT AND REACT THE SAME WAY?
TODAY IM TAKING A VACATION FROM LIFE.

MUSIC

LAST NIGHT MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH I MISS MUSIC
THE ROAD, THE LONG NIGHTS, THE WAY YOU FEEL WHEN
YOU ARE WITH FRIENDS DOING WHAT IT IS YOU LOVE



TODAY I FEEL INSPIRED

I ONLY SPEAK WORDS OF TRUTH
IN THOSE WORDS OF TRUTH YOU WILL FIND MEANING
IN THE MEANING YOU WILL FIND HOPE
AND IN THE HOPE YOU WILL FIND GRACE

TO KNOW THE FUTURE WE FIRST MUST KNOW THE PAST

I TEND TO WONDER IF THE WORLD AS I KNOW IT IS BACKWARDS.
COULD IT BE THAT OUR TWISTED NATURE HAS SPRUNG A SURPRISE ATTACK?
I SEE THE WORLD IN BLACK AND WHITE BUT AS EACH DAY PASSES THE GRAYS BECOME MORE DOMINATE.
COULD IT BE THAT WE TURN A BLIND EYE TO EVIL BECAUSE WE ARE AFRAID OF CONFLICT?
WHAT IF WE WOULD LOVE EACH OTHER WITH A LOVE LIKE A CHILD, A SWEET INNOCENCE THAT SCREAMED COMPASSION.
I WONDER IF IN A WORLD WERE WE HAVE SO MUCH, IF WE GAVE UP EVERYTHING COULD WE SURVIVE?

TODAY MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE WEIRDEST DAY OF MY LIFE................... THE SHOCK JUST SET IN.