Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Tonight I have found new inspiration from just one syllable off of your lips. It was like stars on a clear night dancing in great harmony.

I saw a vision.

One that screamed your name until the depths of the earth. I saw freedom from captivity in a dark and unsure place. Your words they resound like a morning breeze awaking the pastures. I saw your face and beauty blessed my eyes.

Could it be I'm falling for you before I know your name or could your legacy be the story of my life?
I’m not much of a love poet. But if I woke up tomorrow morning and decided I really wanted to write about love, my first poem would be about you. About how I love you the same way i learned how to ride a bike. Scared… but breathless. With no training wheels or elbow pads so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you.

I’m not much of a love poet. But if I was, I’d write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window. You see I’ve written a million poems hoping that somehow you’d jump out of the pages and be closer to me because if you were here. Right now. I’d massage your back so your skin sings songs that your lips don’t even know the words to. Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name. And your smile, like the pacific ocean, I want to drink the sunlight from your skin.

If I was a love poet I’d write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful even on days when everything around you is ugly. I’d write about your eyelashes and how they are like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink. If I was a love poet I’d write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture every time I hear the vibration in your voice. So whenever I see your name on the caller ID, my heart plays hopscotch inside of my chest and it climbs onto my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again.

I know this sounds strange, but every now and then, I pray to God that he turns you back into one of my ribs just so I never have to spend an entire day without you.

And I swear I’m not a love poet. But if I was, my first poem would be about you. And after all of that, she was like, “So how do you feel about me?” I said, “Let’s put it like this. I want to be your ex-boyfriend’s stunt man. I wanna do everything he never had the courage to do. Like.. trust you.”

Friday, May 21, 2010

I THINK IT IS FUNNY HOW LIFE'S TIMING IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT WE HAVE IN MIND.

COULD IT BE THAT TIME AND SPACE HAVE NO RELATIVITY FOR WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE?

I FEEL LIKE WHEN I PURSUE LIFE I CAN NEVER FIND AND OR ACHIEVE WHAT I HAVE SET OUT FOR, BUT.... THE SECOND I STOP TO TAKE A BREAK, TO CATCH MY BREATH, IT APPEARS RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES AS THOUGH IT HAS BEEN THERE ALL ALONG.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I HAVE FOUND THAT NO WORDS THAT COME FROM MY TONGUE MATTER.....

EVEN WORDS OF TRUTH, FORGIVENESS, SELFLESSNESS,AND HOPE.

I HAVE FOUND THAT MY ACTIONS ARE USELESS. I HAVE FOUND THAT MY HONOR IS NOT JUSTIFIED.

I HAVE FOUND THAT LOVE IS ONLY CAPSIZED BY FEAR

Monday, May 3, 2010

I disappeared in broad daylight. Your shadow overpowered all that I had left
Today i was inspired by a two year old. Strength is not measured by the pounds you press but by the size of your heart.