ITS BEEN PLENTY OF DAYS NOW
SINCE IVE SEEN YOUR FACE
ITS BEEN PLENTY OF YEARS NOW
SINCE WE HAVE RUN THIS RACE


SO WHY IS IT THAT I
EVERY TIME
MELT AT THE SIGHT OF YOU


I CAN SEE YOUR EYES
THEY ARE THE WINDOW TO YOUR SOUL
AND IM ASKING YOU NOW TO LET GO
WILL YOU? LET GO?


NEW SONG LYRICS

TODAY I AM JUST TIRED..... IM TIRED OF THE WORLD......IM TIRED OF BEING SICK.

I FEEL ALONE, DEPRESSED, AND ANGRY.
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF BAD DECISIONS ON MY CHEST.
REJECTION IS A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW.
I FEEL LIKE IM THE SECOND OPTION.


I CAN FEEL MYSELF RETREATING.
I FIND THAT IM DISTANCING MYSELF MORE AND MORE FROM CONVERSATION.
I LIKE THE QUIET. I LIKE THE CALM BUT I HATE TO BE ALONE.
I FEEL LIKE IM LOST IN THE NOISE BUT I CANT HEAR A SINGLE SOUND

this is how i feel today..........

When I'm back from the road
and you're out on it
& I'm tired of this distance
& I believe it's over-rated.
And this phone tag game is endless
the novelty is wearing
I'm hoping time will pass
without any assistance
or convincing.

Road rules apply
there's so much action,
you're getting busy.
I'll call your cellular phone
to tell you TV night was
lonely without you
& so am I...
so am I.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.

So many high points on this last leg.
I can't wait to recount them
it seems like nothing's happened
until I've shared them with you.
The note that you had called
says youre half a day away
& you are heading home
just in time for me to leave.

Road rules apply
there's so much action
I'm getting busy.
So make sure that I'm up to date
on TV night,
I hate to miss out.

I think I miss you most
on Wednesdays
& Saturdays.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.

TOUGH QUESTIONS HAVE TOUGH ANSWERS

SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I DO THINGS BECAUSE THEY ARE "RIGHT" OR BECAUSE I REALLY BELIEVE IN THEM. I HAVE SOLD MY STORY A MILLION TIMES OVER ABOUT HOW ALL I DO IS WALK AND TALK THE TRUTH, BUT DO I REALLY? COULD IT BE THAT EVERYTHING OUT OF MY MOUTH IS A SHAM? AM I JUST TELLING YOU WHAT I THINK YO WANT TO HEAR? COULD I REALLY BE THE GREAT BETRAYER OF ALL MY FRIENDS AND AT THE SAME TIME BE THIS UNHAPPY?

ITS HARD TO THINK AND TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS EXACTLY THAT WE WANT IN LIFE. THE ROAD I HAVE TRAVELED HAS BEEN DARK FOR A VERY LONG TIME. IN FACT IT HAS BEEN SO DARK THAT WHEN I SEE A GOOD THING, I TURN AND WALK THE OTHER WAY SOLEY BECAUSE I AM USED TO WALKING ALONE. I FIND IT HARD TO LET PEOPLE IN. I FIND IT HARD TO ATTEND FAMILY FUNCTIONS. I HATE DRAMA BUT YET WITH MY ACTIONS I CAUSE IT. I KNOW THAT PEOPLE LOVE ME BUT I HAVE NOT FELT LOVE IN SO LONG.

ALL OF THIS TO SAY THAT THIS WEEK I HAVE REALIZED WHAT I WANT, BUT ITS A SECRET.