LOVE IS ONLY CAPSIZED BY FEAR

WOW I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN WITH THIS. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS IDEA, THIS CONCEPT FOR SOME TIME.

FEAR. WHAT IS FEAR? IS IT THE UNKNOWN? IS IT THE IDEA OF BEING OUT OF CONTROL OF THE SITUATION?

WHEN I THINK OF RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE I THINK OF TWO THINGS. WINNING AND LOSING. I FEEL LIKE WHEN YOU BREAK IT DOWN YOU ARE ONLY DOING ONE OR THE OTHER. YOU CAN EITHER WIN AT LOVE OR LOSE AT LOVE. I DONT BELIEVE THEIR IS A MIDDLE GROUND.

WHEN I THINK OF ALL THE IDEAS AND STORIES ABOUT HOW RELATIONSHIPS END, AND AFTER I PROCESS THEM IT ALL COMES DOWN TO ONE POINT. ONE LONE IDEA THAT ENDS IT ALL.... FEAR.

WHEN YOU STRIP DOWN ALL YOUR PROBLEMS COMPLETELY TO THE ROOT. WHEN THIER IS NOTHING LEFT. ALL WE HAVE IS FEAR.

SO TODAY I WILL GO AS FAR AS TO SAY THE LOVE IS THE OPPOSITE AS FEAR. NOTHING ELSE CAN BREAK IT DOWN, NOTHING ELSE CAN STAND IN THE WAY OF LOVE.

LOVE IS ONLY CAPSIZED BY FEAR.

TRUTH BE TOLD
I CANT SAY THIS ANOTHER WAY
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
ALL I SEE IS ME
ITS THE STORY OF MY LIFE
I CANT LEAVE IT BEHIND
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
ALL I SEE IS ME

ALWAYS, ALWAYS, BEEN YOU

I DREAM DREAMS THAT DREAMERS DREAM OF

I thought of you today just as the sun broke the horizon.
The first beam of light brushed my eye lids and with every blink I had thoughts of you.
As the sun rose I felt your heart beat upon my chest like a pounding drum in the middle of the greatest concert ever played.
It was warm and the sensation brought tears to my eyes.
Your face was glorious and as I winced to get one last glance, Your beauty……… it blinded me.

I THINK IM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK FROM WRITING. I NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT MY PURPOSE IS

I FIND THAT I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON IN LIFE.
CAN IT BE THAT WHEN LIFE CHANGES AND WHEN THE CARDS HAVE
BEEN DELT THAT I JUST STARE AT MY HAND WITH A BLANK LOOK UPON
MY FACE?