I USED TO HAVE THIS IDEA, THIS THEORY, THIS CONCEPT THAT "ALL TIMING IS PERFECT, AND ITS JUST HOW WE REACT TO IT." WELL TODAY I HAVE TO DISAGREE WITH MYSELF..... RESPECTFULLY OF COURSE.

IN THIS EXACT MOMENT IN MY LIFE, I WISH I COULD SLOW DOWN TIME

ONLY IN TRUE SACRIFICE WILL YOU FIND LOVE

TIMING IS ALWAYS PERFECT, IT IS JUST HOW WE RESPOND TO IT THAT MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE.

mumford and sons

this is a song called "white blank page" this song really speaks to me

CAN YOU LIE NEXT TO HER
AND GIVE HER YOUR HEART
YOU HEART, AS WELL AS YOUR BODY
AND CAN YOU LIE NEXT TO HER
AND CONFESS YOUR LOVE
YOUR LOVE, AS WELL AS YOUR FOLLY
AND CAN YOU KNEEL BEFORE THE KING
AND SAY IM CLEAN, IM CLEAN

BUT TELL ME NOW, WHERE WAS MY FAULT
IN LOVING YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART

A WHITE BLANK PAGE AND A SWELLING RAGE
YOU DID NOT THINK WHEN YOU SENT ME TO THE BRINK
YOU DESIRED MY ATTENTION BUT DENIED MY AFFECTIONS

LEAD ME TO THE TRUTH AND I
WILL FOLLOW YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE

IM CAPTIVATED MY THIS IDEA. BEAUTY DOES EXIST. I FIND YOURS EXCEPTIONAL. THE BEST PART IS I CANT SEE YOUR EXTERIOR.

LAST NIGHT I SAT DOWN WITH MY GUITAR SOME PAPER AND A PEN I DECIDED TO TRY AND FIGURE OUT MY LIFE. I SAT AT MY DESK FOR ALL OF ABOUT 10 SECONDS WHEN I REALIZED THAT................. THEIR IS NOTHING TO FIGURE OUT. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO, WHERE I HAVE TO GO AND HOW I HAVE TO GET THERE. THEN I REALIZED THE REAL QUESTION OF THE EVENING.....................



WHO IS COMING WITH ME?

COULD IT BE THAT IF FEAR DRIVES OUR VERY BEING THAT WE WILL NEVER KNOW LOVE?

My greatest strength is my greatest weakness. Someday the real me will super seed the idea of me and I will find what I'm looking for

SOMEONE ASKED ME TONIGHT FOR SOME ADVICE ON LOVE. I SAID JUST DO THESE THREE THINGS

1. SHOW UP
2. ACT
3. REPEAT

WHAT IF THE WHOLE TIME WE WERE LOOKING FOR A EPIC SIGN, SOMETHING GRAND, A PERFECTLY ALIGNED SERIES OF EVENTS WE MISSED THE GRAND SCHEME OF A MILLION SMALL EVENTS THAT CREATED THIS EPIC JOURNEY....... SOMETIMES WE JUST NEED TO OPEN OUR EYES, FOLLOW OUR HEART AND REALIZE THAT........... ITS RIGHT UNDER OUR NOSE

HOPE

SOMETIMES IN LIFE WE HAVE TO JUMP HEAD FIRST AND PRAY THAT WE LAND IN WATER. SOMETIMES THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENS AND OTHER TIMES WE LAND HEAD FIRST INTO A PILE OF QUICK SAND. I AM IN THE QUICK SAND.

THE HARDER I FIGHT AND THE HARDER I STRUGGLE THE DEEPER I SINK. ITS LIKE IN A DREAM WHEN YOUR FALLING AND THEN YOU WAKE UP... PANIC IS IN THE AIR AND BREATHING BECOMES A THOUGHT INDUCED THING. ITS LIKE LIFE TAKES ITS TOLL AND 65 YEARS LATER YOUR IN A DAZE AND ARE WONDERING WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE TIME. I'M TIRED OF THE STRUGGLE, THE QUICK SAND AND THE FEAR OF FALLING. I'M TIRED OF THE UNKNOWN. I'M TIRED OF WONDERING WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT.......... BUT I'M HOPEFUL AND I WILL SAY IT AGAIN I AM HOPEFUL THAT DREAMS DO COME TRUE!