ONLY IN TRUE SACRIFICE YOU WILL FIND LOVE

IM CAPTIVATED BY THIS IDEA. BEAUTY DOES EXIST. I FIND YOURS EXCEPTIONAL. THE BEST PART IS I CANT SEE YOUR EXTERIOR.

WASH RINSE REPEAT

I FEEL LIKE UNTIL THE LAST WEEK OR SO I HAVE FORGOTTEN THE REAL MEANING OF WHAT A RELATIONSHIP IS. I HAVE FORGOTTEN THE MOST IMPORTANT PART. MY MIND HAS BEEN SO WRAPPED AROUND THE CHANGES IN MY LIFE THAT SOME HOW THE BIGGEST FACTOR, THE GLUE WAS JUST TOSSED RIGHT OUT THE WINDOW.

DONT WORRY I FOUND IT..... IT SLAPPED ME ACROSS THE FACE AND REMINDED ME THAT IT WAS STILL THERE WAITING FOR ME.


ITS NOT ABOUT HOW "HOT" SHE IS..... HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE LOOKS WHEN YOU PICK HER UP FOR DINNER..... THAT SHE CAN HANG OUT WITH YOUR DUDES AND HOLD HER OWN..... OR THAT SHE CAN LOOK YOU IN THE EYE WHEN SHE SPEAKS TO YOU....... ALL OF THESE ARE IMPORTANT BUT ITS NOT WHAT KEEPS IT TOGETHER....

ITS THAT SHE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND, WHEN YOU LOOK FOR THAT, THE REST WILL FALL INTO LINE.

IM FINDING WITH EACH PASSING DAY THAT FEAR WILL ALWAYS DRIVE THE HUMAN SOUL. IM FINDING THAT NO WORDS CAN BE SPOKIN IN SUCH A FASHION THAT WE CAN EASE THE FEAR THAT HAS BEEN GROWING INSIDE OF US FOR YEARS AND FOR MANY MORE YEARS TO COME. IM NOT TALKING IN A RELIGOUS SENSE BUT IN A HUMAN SENSE. INSTANTLY I THINK OF THAT FAMOUS QUOTE THAT SAYS. "THE ONLY THING TO FEAR IS FEAR ITSELF" IN WHICH I FIND VERY TRUE BUT HOW DO WE OVERCOME SUCH A THING?


LOVE IS ONLY CAPSIZED BY FEAR AND THIS IS PROBABLY THE THING I BELIEVE IN THE MOST.

SOMEONE AWESOME SENT ME THIS AND I WANTED TO SHARE

WHEN TAKING IN ANY DETAIL OF LIFE IT IS IMPORTANT TO APPRICIATE WHAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE

NYC

WOW I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG ITS BEEN SINCE I HAVE SIGNED INTO THIS THING. IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM AM I GOING TO ATTEMPT TO CATCH THE WORLD WIDE WEB ON MY LIFE SO I GUESS ILL JUST START WITH THE PAST WEEK OR SO.

LAST WEEK I WENT ON A TRIP TO NYC. IT WAS GREAT TO BE IN A BIG CITY AGAIN FOR MORE THAN JUST FIVE MIN. IT REMINDED ME OF MY LOVE FOR PEOPLE, THE FAST PACE, AND THE INDESCRIBABLE SMELL THAT ONLY SMOG, TRASH, AND URINE CAN GIVE YOU. I FELT LIKE A LOST KID IN A DEPARTMENT STORE. THE EXCITEMENT/ FEAR OF GETTING LOST AND THE FEELING OF WALKING AROUND LOOKING UP WITH YOUR HEAD ON A SWIVEL AND YOUR MOUTH WIDE OPEN IN AW OF YOUR SURROUNDINGS. NEEDLESS TO SAY THAT PLACE IS GIGANTIC AND FULL OF LIFE. WE STAYED IN HARLEM AND IT REMINDED ME OF MY NEIGHBORHOOD. THE ATTITUDES, THE FEELING OF SURVIVAL THAT WAS IN THE AIR.

THE THING I NOTICED THE MOST ABOUT NYC WAS NOT THE GIGANTIC BUILDINGS, THE FASHION OR JUST THE INSANE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE, IT WAS THE WEIRD LOVE THAT WAS IN THE AIR. WITH EVERY TRAIN I TOOK WITH EVERY BLOCK I WALKED AND WITH EVERY MEAL I ATE I COULD SEE PEOPLE IN LOVE AND ACTIVELY SHOWING IT. I DONT KNOW IF IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS IN A HIGHER POPULATED AREA THAN THE 419 BUT NONE THE LESS IT WAS RELEVANT. IT REMINDED ME OF SO MANY THINGS. THE THINGS THAT I FIND IMPORTANT. IT REMINDED ME OF SIGNS AND WONDERS. IT REMINDED ME THAT ITS ALWAYS THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE THAT MATTER. I FEEL LIKE I LEFT NYC REMINDED THAT ITS OK TO LOVE AND TO LET IT BE KNOWN. ITS OK TO BE PROUD IN THAT MOMENT AND TO SHARE IT WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE