WITHOUT TRUE SACRIFICE WE WILL NEVER KNOW LOVE

I FEEL LIKE MY MIND IS RACING A MILLION MILES A SECOND AND I CANNOT FOCUS ON A SINGLE THOUGHT. IM FINDING THAT MY EMOTIONS ARE WINNING THE WAR. I WANT PASSION IN MY LIFE NOT EXISTENCE. I WANT TO FEEL THE BURDEN OF ANOTHER FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF RELIEF. I HAVE AN ADDICTION. IM ADDICTED TO SACRIFICE.