I FEEL LIKE IM LIVING IN SLOW MOTION AND AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL AS THOUGH I CANNOT CATCH UP. I WONDER IF THIS WILL EVER CHANGE OR AM I LIVING A LIFETIME OF REGRETS WITH NO WEIGHT UPON MY SHOULDERS?

I CAN SEE THE SUNRISE, BUT THE WARMTH NEVER REACHES MY BROW. I CAN FEEL THE SUNSET BUT IT IS A LONLEY PLACE OF DESPAIR.

I FEEL LIKE IM GRASPING AND PULLING BUT ALL I GET IS A HANDFUL OF AIR. THREE A.M IS A DEAFENING SOUND OF SILENCE AND A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW